Unwanted

I keep getting a feeling down in the pit of my stomach that everyone is using me for something.
I'm pretty much paranoid these days.



sixteen deffiently isn't sweet.

$39 for a concert? I don't think so

I'm not going to pay that much to see a band. I'll get over it I guess.
Fall out boy your so close to losing a fan...I can't afford to be one anymore. What happened to $12 shows. Good golly guys, really... And then the other tickets are like $150 just to meet you. RIGHT your pretty much taking money from 12 year old girls parents just so they can say "OMGZ I WANT YUR BABIEZZZZZZZ" I always tell my friends to stay true to bands after a floped cd or whatever but this is out of hand. Hate that i won't be able to see hey monday either. Maybe i'll go see veresamerege or however its spelled. Tickets for that are only $12

Valentines Day didn't completely suck this year

Because i spent it at work around awesome people...
And someone told me happy valentines day
And gave me a kiss on the cheek.

:]

WOOOHOOO

funny

I look all around the internet lately finding kids I know that are getting famous and I'm still here in this little town as an usher at a movie theater. The girl I help in math class is some opera prodigie and my brothers old friend who used to eat all my burnt cookies is now in this band signed to the same label as hawthorn heights. Everyone around me is making it. I'm making a fool of myself everyday. I'm never gonna get that acting career I wanted. I can wish and I can dream but I'm still stuck here in this sad reality.

WOOOHOOOO

I'm finally employed. Finally able to save up some money to pay for collage...hopefully by the time I start I'll have enough money to last me awhile...

I hate school

Junior year isn't looking bright.
Turns out my old school screwed up my transcript so now i'm stuck repeating biology. When will they learn? I get 107% in there classes couldn't they tell i'm better then that...UGH

And friends so don't exist. I hate backstabbers. I hate everything i used to love.

wow

I haven't updated this in forever. Life has been more complicated then i'd ever imagine.


I'll tell you more about my life when my stomach stops making louder noises then my drums