Deeper then nothing?

I feel like bursting. I love him. He thinks i'm just another crazy kid.
Maybe I am. I might just be another love struck teenager who breaths air and hopes for love.
Well I'm pretty sure i'm not. I'm deeper then the grand canayon on a dry day. I Will one day fly away from this boring ordianary life i'm stuck with. I don't wanna be famous. I just want to be known. When kids know you for your brothers band or for your younger sisters friends you tend to hate life. I doubt the way lifes going i'll live to be 25. But if i don't i'll be a shame. No one wants to be related to someone who accomplished nothing. Life For Me is living up to what i'm supposed to. There is no being me here. I'm only a barrier in everyones fun. Never does anyone think of who i am just what they want from me. And maybe thats why i can never believe anything they say. I'll never be anything more then the me they make me to be.